exams has ended!
yayness!
many things to do
many ppl to meet!
busy busy busy!
but i most prob will just mia
cus i'll spend time with my grandma!!!
:))

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.


Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little.

The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love.

You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

Find the one you can be yourself in front of & say absolutely anything. You can laugh, you can cry, you can hug, you can fight with him & then make up at the end of the night & he would still be crazy about you.

i'm glad that i have u.
i love u<3>

1st sem in uni is over
got exams soon
sighs
still no mood to study
really sian
for now
i need to be able to last through my finals
haiz
owells
things are tough
in terms of school
friendships and relationship
its tough between me and my boyfriend
we're at 2 different phases
he's in army, i'm in uni
things that happen around us are different
its no more like jc where we can and would do almost everything together
especially since we took exactly the same combi
but now
our lives are totally different
its difficult for him to relate to my life
and for me to his
people say that that is the reason why many couples do not last through army
i dont want us to be one of those couples
we had a bit of a rough patch
after quite a bit of tears and talking
i think
we understand each other a bit better
for now
the storm is over
though i'm sure that there'll be many more storms to come
i believe
if we both want it
if we both continue to love each other
no matter what's the storm
we will make it through
we'll hang onto one another and ride out the storms and waves
because i just love him so
i love him so much
it hurts sometimes
我会好好的爱你，傻傻爱你。
不去计较公平不公平。
你一定要记得我们的约定。

exams are coming
1 more week of school
1 week reading week
then exams
gosh
then 3 weeks after tt
holidays
n there goes my 1st sem in uni!!
man its super fast
like time really really flies man
gosh
o wells
being in uni
its difficult
what i have to learn n study is difficult
gone are the days where i can just study a bit and get not too bad results
they're GONE
i feel so stupid sometimes
haiz
its difficult to make new friends
its difficult to juggle my time between school work and my boyfriend
i dunno
i feel that sometimes i've been neglecting him
even though i really want to
i cant spend much time with him
not like in jc where we see each other every day, before sch, during breaks, in between lessons, after school.
we were like stuck together with glue or something
but now we obviously cant
with him in army and me in uni n all
its just impossible
then on weekends
i cant go out both days too
only one day
then i still have so much work to do
so many things to study
its just
i dunno
really difficult
really tiring
some thing we dont see the same way
i just cannot understand how he feels
i think he dun really understand how i feel
sighs
why isit so hard?
then there's the other external factors like ppl i meet in uni
he's not there for me like how he was in jc
so i have to find friends myself
but then
i dun really make frens tt easily
acquaintances, maybe
but ppl who i wld really consider frens
not many
basically 1
its a guy
n darrel doesn't really like it
i dun want him to be unhappy
but i also dun want to be totally friendless n loner
why isit so difficult?
i know darrel's worries
though i might not fully comprehend them..
i know that they matter to darrel
but the friendship matters to me too.
i love darrel...
i really do.
i love him to BITS
but
why cant he trust me on this?
if he can trust me with his heart
so why not this?
it makes my life difficult
i want to make sure that darrel's happy
but i want my friend too.
even if its not this friend, there will be other friends to come
ppl that he might not really like
but since he loves me
shouldn't he just trust my judgement in my friends.
and if i do choose wrongly
i noe he'll be there for me
i dunno
its sweet, i noe that he wants to protect me
sigh
i dunno
i really dont
why is uni life just so difficult.
it makes me so tired
give me nightmares
makes it hard for me to have a peaceful night's sleep
haiz.

I PASSED MY DRIVING I PASSED MY DRIVING!!!
12 points
with rain!!
n road work
YAY ME!!!
:))))))))))))